And so, I celebrated Leon's 20th.
Started like this, I was supposed to go to his chalet but i text him and said that I couldn't make it. But this was all part of my evil plan..Muahahaha! He was so angry when i said I couldn't make it. Damn scary...Plan was, to give him a surprise at Far East Plaza cos he was heading there to go birthday shopping with his friends. So I went to the party shop, got some balloons, FAKE MUSTACHE and a CHIEF (DAYAK) HEAD GEAR. When i reached Far East, I put on the costume cos they were reaching..I waited for close to 30 mins for them to come..Ricardo helped me out with their location update. while waiting, I bumped into friends..LOL! I was alone with all that crap on me ok! And also many people asked me this " CAN I HAVE ONE BALLOON?" No -.-" its for my boyfriend...what the fuck sia...tak tau malu siak..well anyways, the fake mustache irritated my nose. I have the video of this whole thing but i'll upload everything soon..It takes time to edit you know...I have to go now..Ain's waiting for me..lol..
Labels: leon
And as i rest my eyes, I was slammed with the never ending thought of failure. Eyes awake now. Start again with whatever I stopped. But. I cant. I won't. Im slowing burning out of inspiration. My muse has gone and an onslaught of indolent behavior starts to kick in. Why? Im still asking myself. Where? Where is what? You. Where are you? I have gone. But I'll be back. You. Who? Sue. What? I need a slap. Wake up! Start sketching. DO SOMETHING! 4 weeks has passed and still I am the same. How much more time do I need?45 Seconds. 44. 43. I need to pee.
Labels: this needs to end now
I just realized how perfectly everything is falling in place. Like I said, I'll let my bestfriend Karma get them. Karma's a bitch and she MY BITCH...HAHAHA! My life cant get anymore perfect then this. And thank you very much my little blue bird for telling me the good news. OH MY GOD IM SO HAPPY! I GOT THE LAST LAUGH!!!
WOOOOHOOOOO!!!! Im gonna tilt my head back and laugh at the sky 
So anyways, After the film shoot me and Jeremy met up with my sister and headed down to Tapas Tree for the Anniversary shit thingy..Its been a long time since I had anything to eat from there. Jeremy went CRAZY on the Garlic prawns and i went crazy on the Salpicado (beef cubes).
Then went Marina Barrage
Labels: I LOVE KARMA
Happy 20th Birthday Andreas
Labels: LOVE, sue
What-fucking-ever. Who does that? Talk about **** and stuff on facebook where family is there watching your every move. Crazy much? News travel fast? Fortunately they are not like you,me,my friends or yours. They are the type where they dont do such things or maybe they do but they are not like us.. Its my elder brother's best friend...don't say such things or leave such comments there.. and you wanna go all "thank you very fucking much" oh fuck! Why cant you just say sorry? Is the word SORRY so hard to say? I know you well enough to know that your ego is so big that the word sorry is not in your vocabulary... Nak merajok pulak..sial ar... Sorry, its so simple...then you'd have to turn everything on me as though its my fault! WHAT?! And don't give me that bullshit about "oh they should have heard about it some how what" of FUCK YOU! You think what sia?! yeah yeah, every knows sue.. but im not that well known...and I have a boyfriend now and i love him a lot...Like i said, everytime i have a boyfriend that i love so dearly, i would NEVER do anything to hurt him..NEVER! so if i have other ex's that got hurt by me, means i don't love them..Leon is my love! and I don't do that stuff anymore..no more drugs and no more dating multiple guys at a time..MY EYES AND MY HEART IS ONLY ON LEON AND ONLY FOR LEON..i think i side tracked...hmmm...
Labels: oh fuck off
